didn't blog for a few days (got or not?). too many emotions involved, while writing down every bits of it seems like a hard task to do. and I was busy with my english essays. stayed up until 7.30am for revision, 10am english assessment. at least, I did catch a nap. I didn't want to have dinner with him last night, but I feel that I ought to make things clear a bit.
he is the type where, if I keep quiet and let him think of it by himself, he won't even know what was I unhappy about. and probably thinking that I have nothing better to do. so, must say it face to face, send clear message, so that won't have to blame me for making things complicated.
I just hate things that doesn't make sense. when a story doesn't fits, there must be something wrong. given a chance to explain, but the story still doesn't fits, someone must be hiding something. when things doesn't makes sense, I will start to analyze and the outcome never comes out to be pretty.
don't wait until I start to analyze you, by the time I already have a conclusion in my mind, you just have to PROVE ME WRONG. else, you're guilty. another thing is the argument. when I can win an argument, it means I am right. if whatever you said makes sense, how can I win over you? choosing not to argue back is plain stupid, it means you give up and you're guilty.
anyhow you always say I will win an argument over you, it means you are doing the wrong thing. if whatever I said is not right or doesn't make any sense, how can I win over you? get it? if you choose to lie to me, be a super great liar. create the perfect lie. lie to me and don't ever let me get suspicious. if I can find out that you lied to me, you are a very bad liar indeed.
either choose to let me know, or don't let me know at all. hanky panky issues, mushy issues, things that just doesn't make sense, is just not my forte. sometimes, I would rather don't want to know the truth. but, please give me a perfect lie. a lie that is so perfect, that I can never think that it is a lie.
do that, or just be honest. rather than making me being angry at you for stupid reasons. get it? that's all for tonight.
milk tea courtesy of lando.
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